Confusion Part 2

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As the fine and muscular guy one walks across the terrace, I see heads turning and envy in everyones eyes. Let me tell you, for a little it was a mighty fine feeling. We find a seat and settle down. As soon as i get comfortable guy two comes in.

Well let me tell you that guy two is someone i was talking to for about 2 months. I can honestly tell you that i couldnt have been more happier, but as i believe, all good things come to an end. We ended off in bad terms. Unwanted words were spoken and 4 months went by with out a word to each other.

So here he comes, the first time ive seen him in 4 months. For an unknown reason my heart begins to race. As this is happening im confused to as why. I have drilled in my head for 4 months that i have no feelings toward guy two. So he walks across and obviously doesnt look quite as handsome as guy one. Guy two walks up to me shines that unforgettable smile and says hi. I try really hard to act like that didnt just melt my heart and reply. He goes off to the other side of the house and I continue talking to guy one.

Time goes by and I happen to bump into guy two more times than i should. It hadnt been coincidence. I noticed he would go out of his way to run into me. So next thing you know everyone has gotten thrown or jumped into the pool. It is very humid out so i decide i want to refresh myself a little. The bathing suit was a hit. Im honestly not the type for attention but i noticed thats what i got when i revealed it. Soon enough i was thrown in the pool. I get out and guy number two is standing in the edge. We take a long look at each other, get close and just walk by. That feeling crept through my body once again. I ignore it and continue dancing and having fun.

I go back and forth from my friends and guy one. This is the first time hes ever met my friends so im trying to make him feel as comfortable as possible. Next, Im walking towards the pool and see guy two. I decide to walk over and sit right next to him. Theres this little awkward silence and then he then tells me that i look beautiful. I didnt think that hearing those words would bring me so much joy.

much more is to come...